In the Morning

DeathMurder_JH:  '- Wake up Velius!' - Shouted Mattias already morning. He was cleaning his round glasses as he said: '- You fell asleep too. But this is not a problem. We still need to go back to Society! And clean up this mess!' - He walked from one side to the other looking for clean clothes. '- And God!' - He put his hand on his head. '- I need coffe!' - He pulled Velius by the wrist and said: '- Come on, get up!'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, alright.. now you want to go back? yesterday...*yawn* you told me that you didn't wanted to go back to the Society! and John is still in your apartment! after cleaning this up we have to go get him! and want some coffee? here's some! *Velius made appear ghost coffee.. obviously Matt can't drink it*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I changed of idea! Although... frankly I do not know if I want to go back...' - he stopped abruptly and said: '- I can not drink it!' - Mattias started to walk from one side to the other looking for more bandages because unfortunately his wound had returned to bleed. '- Ah! again?! It is the fourth time!' - He threw another towel bloodstained and took the shirt looking for another clean. ' - Oh... And... Good morning Velius.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh.. so you don't want to go back? i'll have to respect that.. and what's with that bloodstained towel?... you're bleeding again?! lay down, i'll put you a bandage, stop moving!! *Velius was a bit angry, but he tried to calm down* and.. good morning Matt!

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked Velius and replied: '- I'm fine, I'm fine! There were not many bloodstained towel, only three... or four...or... And, ended up the bandages...' - he muttered somewhat worried looking at the blood on the towel. '- This is a problem?' - He asked looking at the towel and looking Velius.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  it's a problem! if you lose too much blood you'll be unconscious again... and we don't have any bandages? alright alright, uhh.. put another towel in the wound and stay quiet!! the wound will bleed more if you move! *Velius was worried about Mattias. he was drinking ghost coffee and John? he was still sleeping and dreaming*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- No! I'm fine... I don't need help! ' - He swallowed some pills that he had found and continued: '- I need water! And best clothes... Oh, and... Are you okay?!' - he asked randomly. '- I do not remember how I got this wound... What happened yesterday, Veli?'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):   alright.. if i have to tell you everything.. yesterday we got drunk, John, i and you killed some people, you invited me to your apartment, we ended in a house, a guy just tried to kill John and you killed him, we entered the house and stole all the valuable items and you didn't wanted to give me something. then we started a fight, i was so crazy that i wanted you to stab me, you didn't, we talked a few minutes, then i called you friend, you told me that you were addicted to drugs, and if with all your defects i would still be your friend and i said yes, but if you killed someone in the society intentionally or down the effects of the drugs i would have to.. kill you. after that you asked me help to hide the body of the man, and four more. i suggested you to burn the place, but you didn't agreed with me, then you invited me to your apartment, we finally reached it, i and John stayed in a room while you were doing.. whatever. you came to the room all bloodstained and with a knife in hand, i asked you where were the body was, and you told me that you hadn't killed anyone, then you told me that 2 bodies were in two other rooms, i went to one, a few minutes later... you hitted me with a stick full of studs.. you did the same thing to John and you dragged me here.. then i don't know what you exactly did to me while i was unconscious but i waked up, i couldn't move, you talked about the madhouse you had been, and you told me that you spent months in that place for my fault. after all that a man appeared and tried to make you kill me. then that man... stabbed you ...

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias stared Velius for about two minutes until he said: '- I just remember whiskey, death, and you by my side when I woke up.' - He sat in stretcher and watched the blood dripped into his hands. '- So, we kill many people? This is good or bad? Wait, that's already morning?! God, I'm so cold.' - He was pale and cold because he had lost too much blood.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i don't know if it's bad or good, but for me.. it was the best night i had in many years! and-- oh my god you're pale! you lost a lot of blood!! what do i have to do now?! * Velius is desperate, he fairly know how to stop a bleeding*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- So, we killed a lot of people...' - he said a little happy. '- I do not know...'- he said he distracted. '- That hardly happens... There must be something in the first-aid kit...'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll check it! *Velius checks the first aid but finds a few things that aren't for this, he's not happy* no no no! alright... put another towel in the wound and press it for a few minutes! and don't wake up from the stretcher!

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looks even more concerned for Velius and says, trying not to move: '- It hurts... It hurts a lot... Argh... Velius...' - He was really suffering.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. what will i do if you don't want to go to the Society or to a hospital? i can't have another dead here, not today or ever. i'll go search some water to clean the wound, then you'll put the towel again and you'll keep it pressed! * Velius searched some water in all the house, then returned and began cleaning the wound very carefully*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- No! No hospital or the Society.' - Backed him, moving backwards. '- I'm still cold and it still hurts!' - exclaimed tired. '- Oh Velius, finish it soon!' - He threw his body forward and rested his head on Velius shoulder.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll not take you to those places, but let me clean the wound! it's for your best and you'll be alright! just let me clean it! *Velius was worried about Mattias, but anyway he tried to clean the wound very carefully*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I'm tired.' - He muttered, ignoring anything that Velius said or did. '- If I were dead, it would not be a problem. But I'm not...' - Mattias remained leaning against Velius and said: '- I'm too tired.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  it would be a problem if you were dead! what are you talking about? *Velius was more worried about Mattias, but he tried to do his best to take care of him*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I'm saying I'm tired.' - repeated in an obvious way. '- And sleepy... *yawn* You should go after John, do not stay here. You're wasting your time taking care of me.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'm not wasting my time, and John can wait. he can defend himself and he wasn't drunk the last night, i believe he's alright. and besides... i don't know how to come back. * Velius was still worried about Matt, and he can't come back after all*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I know you want to go back... My apartment is two streets down, turning right, with the number 13. It will not take more than fifteen minutes to get there. Not take too long to come back, because I'll probably end up sleeping. But... I would love that you were not goes...'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  if you want it, then i'll stay here all the time you want, alright? * Velius is still a bit worried, he don't want to go back. Matt would probably fall asleep. and if he can't wake him up? no, he'll stay here, no matter what*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- Okay... But...' - he fell back, lying on the stretcher. '- I do not feel good.' - This time he had a fever. Yes, there was something wrong and he did not know what it was. Maybe the pills?! He may have lost a lot of blood? Maybe he was hallucinating? It was hard to tell. He looked at Velius, hoping that he would do something to help.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  h-hey what's happening now? *Velius touched his forehead and felt heat in the head of Mattias* i-i'll bring a towel and water! that should make disappear the fever!

DeathMurder_JH:  '- Velius... Stay here...' - he was starting to get worried. '- I do not want to die... Velius...'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  uh.. you'll not die! but if i don't do anything, you will! let me go to search some water and a towel! i'll not go!... yesterday i promised you that i won't go anywhere, i'll not break that promise!

DeathMurder_JH:   He smiled pleased and relieved and left Velius fetch a towel. Mattie!  - Shouted a female voice that desperately knocked on the door. '- Velius, who's there?' ''My sweetie! I mean... Mattias! I know you're there! '- Oh no...'  Come on, darling open the door! I do not see you for one week! You was not working... Where have you been all this time?! Huh?!'' '- Velius, no matter what happens do not open that door. Give it one way, but do not kill her!' mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, i'll... scare her! how's that sound? with my simple presence i can do it! and it's not necessary that i open the door! what do you say?

DeathMurder_JH:  Okay, Ophelia left. She just got tired of waiting. Mattias sighed with relief and said Velius : '- Thank God. Could you bring me something to drink? Please Veli?!'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright. i'll bring you some water Matt *Velius went to the kitchen and poured some water in a glass and then he gave it to Matt* hope this is what you wanted!

DeathMurder_JH:  He drank his glass, and returned empty to Velius. He muttered something in German and told Velius as a bad aparence: '- You could get a blanket too?' - He was still with cold, but had no fever now.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  coming, Matt! *Velius searched in all the house a blanket, he found one and he gave it to Matt* do you want something more? *Velius asked in a nice tone* and what did you said before asking me to find a blanket?

DeathMurder_JH:  '- Nothing important...' - he sat on the stretcher, wrapped herself in the blanket and stared at Velius as a child. '- No, thank Veli... Why not let me die?! It would be better than to feel this terrible pain...'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  if you're asking me to kill you, i'll not going to do it. i can't! no one will ever replace your personality! and besides, i don't want to take care of another body. i want to take care of an alive person! *Velius looks at Mattias and to the wound, watching that doesn't bleed again*

DeathMurder_JH:  - Oh... So, you want to take care of me?! - Mattias looked face blushing. He supported his head shoulder of Velius again and smiled. '- Thought I was getting mad.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  of course i want to take care of you! i don't doubt it! *Velius smiled a little at Matt* are you fine now? or still with a little of fever?

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I feel better now. Just with a little cold and a terrible headache... But still, I'm better. Are you fine?'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  yes, a little worried about John, but i'm fine.. *Velius looks at Matt again, he was a little distracted*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked thoughtfully at Velius and was quiet. Something still worried him and frightened him. '- Hey Veli... You can bring me something to eat? I even would go, but I think a bad idea...' *He blinked slowly and covered herself with a blanket*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright, Matt. but.. what are you afraid of? i think that there's nothing you can be afraid here..*Velius went to the kitchen to search something to eat*

DeathMurder_JH:  '- I--I... I don't know... *he looks around waiting for something * 'I always think there's someone waiting, ready to kill me. Someone who will put me back in Madhouse.' *He winced* 'I can't seem live in peace.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hmm.. it has to be with the man that was here yesterday?... anyways if someone comes here i'll don't let them put you back in the madhouse!! that's why i'm here, to protect you!

DeathMurder_JH:  'You will not be by my side all the time! That's why I kill people! For non leave a trace!! Wait, what man?!' *He looked confused and dazed*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  the man that stabbed you yesterday? he knew you, he called you Matt. oh.. i didn't told you how he escaped.. *Velius forgot to tell him the last part.. the most important*

DeathMurder_JH: 'What man? As he fled? And why I can't remember any of that?!' *Mattias was now angry and shocked*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because you were drunk! i remember... yeah, i think i remember it! he was dressed with a hat and a scarf.. a long one. he was calling you friend.. and he was telling you to kill me! you had a syringe with poison inside, and then you applied it to him, he stabbed you with a knife and then disappeared. after a few minutes, you fell unconscious. after that you waked up and tried to rescue John, you went out and fell, i grabbed you and i carried you inside again. we talked a few minutes and then you said: promise me you will not go away and i promised it, then you fell asleep and me too. that was all that happened before you fell asleep.

DeathMurder_JH:  'No!' - he screamed. '- Is there anything else! Something that we both we do not know! I have no idea what a man you are talking about. I do not remember any of it. I don't have... I really tried to kill you?' - He looked even more worried. 'But... but you're okay, right? No, I don't I fell asleep! I can not be asleep ' *He got up from the stretcher and started to walk from one side to the other. 'How can you be sure? Huh? And if that man messed with our minds? And if none of this is real? How can we be sure? Perhaps a failure in the transmission of neurons? Maybe... *he took a deep breath* 'Maybe we were drugged! And if we are slowly dying? Wait, you're already dead...' - He sat in the corner and rested his head in his hands and whispered scared: 'I don't want to go back to the Madhouse... I don't want to go back to the Madhouse... I don't want...'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you will not come back to the madhouse! *Velius was trying to calm Matt, he seems worried* i'll not let anyone carry you to that place again! listen to me, if anyone tries it i swear.. i'll kill them all! you know that i can kill a group of cops in a blink! i'll don't let them!

DeathMurder_JH:  'They will come back!' *he screams* He began to cry desperately and say: 'I know I can not live... I know I'm going to die! Velius, they'll find me!!!'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  they'll not find you! not today, not tomorrow, not ever! not in my lifetime!!! *Velius is still trying to calm down Matt*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias was desperate. After he had escaped from the Madhouse he had spasms of memory, remembering only a few things. He no longer knew who to trust. 'Velius, I can't trust you!' - He shouted, trying to keep his distance. *Tears streamed down his face and dripped on the floor.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh please don't cry! you can trust me, i'm not going to hurt you! what do i have to do to prove you my innocence? *Velius asked worried about Mattias*

DeathMurder_JH:  He looked at Velius with wet eyes and a very bad appearance. 'I... I do not know... I j--just want to die... I... I w--want to f--finish this...' - Mattias took the bloody dagger from the previous night, and held it close to his wrist. 'This is going to be f--fast... I do not want you to see this... G--go away, Veli... W--When I'm done, you take my body from h--here....'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hey hey hey! don't do it! believe me, it hurts.. a lot! John stabbed himself to see me again, and he's not happy now! and if you die, you'll keep crying during all the eternity! just.. don't do it!! * Velius was worried. if he still tries to commit suicide, he can take his body and prevent it, but he won't do it, for now..*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked at Velius. He was sick of it all. The more he tried to change his life, the more problems and pain came. 'B--But... If I do this, the pain is over. This will all c--come to an e--end and I will not have to s--suffer anymore ' *he looked at the dagger and held it tightly* 'I do not think John is sorry, I think he did the right thing. And... Maybe someday you will still remember me.' - He thrust the dagger into his wrist, but he backed away because he could not stand it. He had made a large cut that began to bleed quickly. He stared at the dripping blood and smiled relieved, but inside, it hurt more than anything.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  why do you keep doing this Matt? before you can die you'll suffer! oh, you know what? screw it! * Velius took the body of Matt and began cleaning the wound, he kept it from bleeding for a long time. he cared a lot about Mattias and if he dies, Velius would never forgive himself. he would fall depressive and torture himself for letting Matt die* DeathMurder_JH:  'And why do you keep trying to help me?!' *He asked, holding Velius's wrist* 'Give me one good reason to go on living this Hell. A good reason...'- He reinforced. Mattias did not want to die. He just needs help. He wanted help. It was already the second time he tried to commit suicide and it was already the tenth time that he hurt himself.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because you're the best person i've ever met! there's no one like you, and it'll never exist! * after saying this, a few tears came out of his eyes* don't you get it? if you commit suicide, i swear i'll torture myself everyday! i'll never forgive you for doing it!

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looks impressed at Velius and blinks slowly. He was completely without reaction. 'The best person?! I--I?!' * He smiles through tears* 'No, no! It's not real... It's the insane Madhouse again... This is not real. 'He tugged on the sleeve of his shirt. His arms were full of scratch marks made with a knife, which represents the amount of days he was in the Madhouse. 'It's been so long...' *he looks back at Velius and hugs him* 'This is real...' - he murmured.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  this is as real as you want it to be Matt.. *tears came out of the eyes of Velius for the second time, but they were happiness tears. he was calm and happy at the same time*

DeathMurder_JH:  'I'm sorry Veli... For all this... I thought taking my life would be right... and I thought it would take the suffering... But it seems to me that I was wrong. *He smiled, hugging Velius* 'And... I--I w--would miss you t--too.' - He was completely embarrassed, but much better and happier now.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you don't have to say sorry Matt! i'm glad you're alive and that's the only thing that matters now! and of course i would miss you, i would cry everyday if you go.. *Velius keeps crying of happiness*

DeathMurder_JH:  He sighed wearily. 'Y--You're a good friend...' - Her tears dripped on the floor. 'Thank you for forgiving me...' - he was happy, but burning with fever.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you don't have to say it! i'll always be here for you.. even if you don't want it! oh, do you have fever again? i'll go get some water and a towel! *Velius began searching the water and a clean towel, he was taking long*

DeathMurder_JH:  'I wish I could say the same... NO! Where are you going?! Velius!!' - While Velius did not appear, Mattias dozed. He was too tired.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  calm down! i had to wash one because.. well, there are no more clean towels! ... he fell asleep! well, i'll just have to put the clean towel in his forehead.. * Velius began putting the wet towel in Mattias's forehead carefully, the water was cold*

DeathMurder_JH:  'Too... Cold...' - Mattias moves slowly and sigh tired. 'Velius...' *He was having a nightmare* mysterious gamer (velius&john):  Mattias? maybe he's dreaming, persons can talk while they're dreaming.. maybe I could get in.. i'm curious! no no, what am i saying? I'll not going to do it! DeathMurder_JH:  'Twenty... Nineteen... Sixteen... Fifteen... Fourteen...' *he was still in an insane nightmare*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hmm.. maybe i should get in once for all... screw it! i'll enter! * Velius entered Matt's dream. once he was inside, he saw all black..*

DeathMurder_JH:   It was not all black anymore. Velius was in the Madhouse, one of the worst traumas and one of Mattias' most frequent nightmares. The walls were white and the floor was dirty with all sorts of things. Room 7. Mattias was being dragged down the aisles, tied up in a straitjacket and drugged with all manner of medicine to be placed in room 7. He was no longer as lucid and treated as the worst of patients. What really was this room? Nothing more than the area of ​​experiments more cruel with the human mind and the physical. Mattias was no longer the Dr. Mortensen, he was now the SM-0759 patient given as mad, by mental disorder, schizophrenia, dissociative disorder and drug user. Screams were heard until he was placed in room 7 and trapped by chains. mysterious gamer (velius&john):  [uh? one time he told me something about a room 7.. better turn invisible, i want to see what happens next] *Velius went close to Matt, he was invisible* DeathMurder_JH:   The doctor looked at Mattias with half-closed eyes and a cruel smile. "And then Mr. Mortensen, it's the third time you've escaped from one of the rooms, the third time you insist on escaping." * The doctor took the syringe with the bright liquid inside * Mattias looked at the doctor and spat on his shoe. "Ah, so it's going to be like this? You idiot, you should know that this is the worst room ever." 'I do not care. I've escaped several times and I guarantee this will not be the last either. ' "Or maybe it will be the last time you're going to try to escape now..." The doctor sat down in a chair and placed the syringe next to many others on a metal table. "Now let's go to a Therapy session. I'd like you to tell me more about Miss Mellyssa." 'I will not tell you anything' - said Mattias. ''Great, then we'll start with Pentanol Sodium.'' 'Pentanol Sodium ?! Not please, not again! ' * He shouted * '' So talk! '' 'No! This is a game! I'd rather die than say more than you already know about me! I'd rather die!' "You know." * The doctor applied a dose of Pentanol in his vein and then applied a dose of Endorphin. * 'This hurts a lot...' ''I know, that's the intention. What are you afraid of ?!'' 'I do not want Say... I do not... '' Come on, Mr Mortensen. '' 'It does not work with me!' *Exclaimed Mattias under the effect of drugs that alter the functioning of the brain* " Ah, I already expected. See that? It's a procedure used to calm patients. '' * He took out a syringe with a long needle. patients... Please... No...'
 * (Well, I do not know if you've heard of Lobotomy.) 'I saw that I did my

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  [oh crap! i should do something.. well, this is just a dream! i'll interfere!] hey you crazy doctor! *Velius appeared in front of the doctor's face and made appear a lot of knifes around him* try to hurt him and you're dead! Matt, this is just a dream. if you want to wake up now, you can. but if you want to see how do i kill this guy, you also can. it's your choice.

DeathMurder_JH:  'No, this is not just a dream!' *Cried Mattias, being dragged into another room* '- This is real!' - One of the other doctors did a Lobotomy, completely interfering in the Mattias's mind. '- No! That hurts! Help me...'- he then fell unconscious. He was then taken to room 5. mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you sure don't like me huh.. better follow him. *Velius turned invisible again and entered in room 5, he'll try to kill the doctors and convince Matt that this is just a bad dream* DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias might even say something if he had not been drugged by crazy doctors. He would probably be chained or put a straitjacket in him again. He never knew how that nightmare ended, since he always woke up desperate.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  hey, are you okay Matt? you had a nightmare! *Velius was a bit worried about Matt, since he appeared in the dream maybe Matt would have a lot of questions*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias woke up desperate and screaming. This always happened to him after a nightmare. He looked at Velius horrified and replied amid sobs and tears: 'Velius???! I... I... You were in my dream.' He asked worriedly: 'How were you there? Did you see?! Did you see Velius?!' His heart rate was too high and he was shaking with fear.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  calm down! i entered in your dream, i have that ability too. i saw everything. [i can't believe how those doctors avoided all my knifes] *Velius was trying to calm down Matt, it was just a dream..*

DeathMurder_JH:  'So you did that?! You made me dream about the Madhouse?!' *Mattias was a little annoyed and very scared* 'You were there and you did not help me! You did not save me! I was mistreated! I was abused! And you were there and you did nothing!' - Dreams like these, always left him out of his control.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no, you dreamed about that. i just wanted to help you! it was all just a dream!! calm down!! *Velius was still trying to calm down Matt, he was a little angry*

DeathMurder_JH:  'J--Just another n--nightmare?' *sobs* He asked confused. 'B--But... Y--you... *sobs* W--why were you in my dream?!' mysterious gamer (velius&john):  because i promised to never leave you! *Velius looks a bit upset, but calm now that Matt calmed down* i never told you how many abilities i have, and i don't remember the quantity, but..

DeathMurder_JH:  'But what?' He asked thoughtfully. 'Huh?!'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but i'm sure you don't need to know them.. hehe *Velius makes a nervous smile, but suddenly that face goes away* those are from the past, and i had to leave it behind...

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias stopped of crying and wiped his eyes with his hands. He looked at Velius curiously and said: 'So tell me.' - He really wanted to know more about Velius's past.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. if you're determined to find about it... *Velius sighs and sit into the ground* so.. i escaped from the mind of John, right? the place i was, it wasn't a normal place. everything was black and white, the thoughts of the people were showed.. it was like reading minds, but worse. i were able to heard what they were thinking... it was horrible. i tried to escape or talk someone, but i weren't able. since then i wandered around and tried find something to escape.. like.. an exit?but i didn't found anything. one day, i entered in a dream. i didn't knew how, but i entered. i tried to do something, and i succeeded! not only the person saw me, them started to attack me.. and my thoughts started to get material.. and.. in the dream i killed the person. after that, i appeared again in the mindscape. i saw that person die by my fault! i didn't knew what was happening, so i ran away. after a few months, i already knew a lot of things about that place. but not the enough to escape. i keep on floating around.. and one day, i found the end. it was a shiny light, and it leaded to another world.. or a variation of the real one. i entered and tried to talk to the people, and i succeeded! i started search some place to live and i heard of the Society for arcane sciences, then i went to there and started again..

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias listened intently and was shocked. He was puzzled and aghast at the story of Velius. 'Wow. This is fantastic. And terrible too, but very fantastic. So can you kill people in dreams? Or materialize them? This is fascinating. I'm sorry for what happened to you. I wish I could do something...' *He paused, moved closer to Velius and rested his face in his hands* 'It reminds me when I was in the Madhouse... Speaking in this... Can you erase the memories? Or destroy them? Can you do this to me?! I wanted to forget the past...' *he murmured*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  first: i think that case was special, because people can't die if they do it in the dreams, except if they suffer a heart attack in the real life and second... i hadn't enough time to practice that ability. if i do it, i'm not sure of what could happen to you... *Velius really wanted to help Matt, but he didn't trained that ability yet. if Matt gets hurt in some way, Velius can't do anything to fix him*

DeathMurder_JH:  'So, I'm going to live with this for all eternity?' He asked worriedly. Mattias lowered his head and sighed wearily. 'At least have a good side in all this... I'll never forget you.' *he smiled sheepishly and closed his weary eyes* 'I'm still hungry...' - He always changes the subject when he gets embarrassed.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  then let's go to the kitchen! i'm sure that there's something to eat! *Velius drops a hand to Matt and waits an answer happily* c'mon friend! DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias smiled sheepishly, holding Velius's hand that helped him. He was completely embarrassed, but very happy. He walked with great difficulty and almost fell twice. When he got there, he asked Velius: 'Do you want me to make some coffee? Or maybe tea?' - He was very tired. The kitchen was a little messy. Medicine bottles on the table and some bottles of blood, where he did experiments on himself. Oh and of course, there was in the cupboard, food and a lot of drink.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i would want some coffee! but first, go get something to eat! i don't like to see you like this! * Velius was a bit worried about Matt, he want to convince him to eat. after that, he will drink the coffee*

DeathMurder_JH:  He looked at Velius and looked at the medicine on the table. Mattias hardly ate anything, he usually lived on vitamin pills and supplements, such as syrup, cocaine hydrochloride and vitamin C tablets. He was going to get a box of pills but hesitated. Mattias would never do that in front of Velius. 'I do not know what to eat.' *He said, turning to Velius* 'I think I should make you some coffee first.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'll not drink that coffee if you don't eat something! *Velius crossed his arms and looked away with closed eyes* look, i want you to eat and be alright. if you don't eat something i'll start to worry!

DeathMurder_JH:  'You do not have to worry.' *He said, still looking at Velius* 'I'm just not...' *He paused and changed his answer* - I'm not Hungry. Just eat something and forget about me. *He replied thoughtfully*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  how can i forget about you if you didn't ate something since i meet you? besides, i really don't need to eat. i mean, i'm a ghost! *Velius was still looking at Matt worried*

DeathMurder_JH:  *Sigh* 'You're right...' - He sat down in a chair and continued: 'Can I just take some pills?!' He asked, trying to convince him.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no, nothing of pills! it's better the food than those! *Velius was still trying to convince Matt of eat something. he cares about him a lot, like he cares about John. now he's wondering how he has been*

DeathMurder_JH:  'But...' *he abruptly changed the subject* 'Is not it better for you to see how John is?'  'Besides, I do not have any decent food here. Just some fruit and some bread or something. All the rest are drinks and medicines.' *Oh, and of course, remedies, since he was very sick. That is why he always has fever and hallucinations.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. i'll go see him, do you wanna come? but before, eat a fruit at least! *Velius grabbed an apple and he gave it to Matt*

DeathMurder_JH:  'Yes, I will too.' - He took the apple, bit a piece and said: 'Are you happy now?!' He took the Coat from his chair and pulled it on. He placed a box of pills in his pocket, staring at Velius slightly annoyed and left out the kitchen toward the door.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  yes i'm happy! *after that, Velius went out the kitchen too, after all, he didn't wanted that coffee. he looked at Matt happily and then faced to the door* are you ready to go? do you need something else?

DeathMurder_JH:  'Yes, I'm ready Veli.' * He looked at Velius with an expression not content* 'No, that's enough.' *He took a revolver and the box of pills out of his pocket* 'Let's go.' - He opened the door and walked with his head down.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  ... hey are you alright Matt? you don't seem very well.. *Velius was curious about Matt and why he were like that* [John can wait] *he said to himself*

DeathMurder_JH:  'I'm fine.' *He said dryly. Well, actually Mattias is sick, tired, and jealous of Velius.* ['No, I'm not well, Veli. I've been sick for months, and I still feel something controlling my mind.'] *He thought mysterious gamer (velius&john):  alright.. if you say so... *Velius was in doubt. he didn't knew if trust Matt or not... and he still was thinking about John. he can wait, isn't it?*

DeathMurder_JH:  He remained walking aimlessly, without even looking back. It was a little fickle and sometimes, he is a mystery. He stopped, looked around, and murmured: 'Damn! I'm lost!' He sighed and turned bewildered. 'My head...' - he had very of headaches.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  again your head? now we're lost! i'll look around. i still remember the instructions of your apartment, just stay here! * Velius disappeared to look around. while looking around he was still thinking. [what's doing John?]*

DeathMurder_JH:  'It's not my fault if my head hurts, okay?!' *He shouted, crossing his arms and making a angry face.* 'This is your fault! We would not be lost if you did not want so much to look for John! ' *He said angry and a little jealous.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius were close all the time, he was just looking at the numbers of the houses. he heard everything that Matt had said, he made a sad face and appeared in front of Matt* i'm looking for John because he's my jekyll, he's the good one and i'm the bad one. he's like my little brother, and if he gets away for too long, we both disappear from here and return to the mindscape without any chance to come back here. do you understand why i worry too much for him? if he disappears, i'll do it too, i have no choice!!

DeathMurder_JH: Mattias listened intently and frowned. He sighed and said walking backwards: 'Whatever, I just want to go home.' - He really wanted to go home because he was still too weak.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but you're lost, aren't you? i still can't find your home.. *Velius said looking all around and a bit worried*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias turned to him and said: 'That's it. I recognize these houses. ' He turned to Velius and said: 'If you want to go after John, just follow the trail with blood.' *He pointed to the floor.* 'I'll go back to my house. I need to rest. *sigh* I've never felt worse. '

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  you made me worry about you! John can wait an eternity if it's necessary, i just.. want to..take care of you! can i? *Velius looked at Matt with a worried look,Velius wanted him to say yes but he can't guess the future*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias looked at Velius and said: 'Sure, you can.' He walked up to him and said: 'Maybe now would be a good time... Because my body hurts and I can not walk.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i'll carry you and you'll guide me, alright? *Velius began carry up Matt and waited for instructions, he wasn't worried about John, he just hopes that him don't go away*

DeathMurder_JH:  'Right.' *He took hold of Velius and began to tell the way.* 'Turn right... And then here and there... and... And we arrived.' *He pointed to his house.* 'I can trust you, right?' *he asked looking for velius.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  of course you can trust me! look, i carry you to your home! isn't that enough to demonstrate that you can trust me? *Velius asked looking at Matt a little concerned*

DeathMurder_JH:  'Maybe... I don't know... I've never had friends. Only Michael...' - he kept looking at him and said: 'I think we should go in.' This time, he preferred to walk into his house. 'And...' *He paused and walked inside.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  well, you have one now! ´*Velius smiles at Matt and walks inside the house* do you want anything? something to drink or anything else?

DeathMurder_JH:  'Well... *sigh* First, I want you to make me another promise.' - He looked at Velius and continued: 'Promise me, no matter what happen, you will not take me to the doctor or the hospital, you will not leave me alone and you will not let me die alone. And promise me too, that you'll bring me back to reason when I go crazy.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius sighed and closed his eyes* i promise Matt.. but i want to go to the Society with you! and i think that there aren't doctors or something like that. there are nice people! if i promised you all that, you have to promise me that when you're ready, we'll return to the Society! *Velius looked at Matt with a nice face to convince him*

DeathMurder_JH:  'Of course. I plan to return to the Society soon. But first, I need to rest and then we'll go after John.' *He put some pills in his mouth and swallowed. He grimaced, looked away and smiled. Matias came up to Velius and said with half-closed eyes and a wicked face:* 'But if you dare to break his promise, I promise I will kill everyone who is in my way.' *He changed from villain to naive and smiled again.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i don't care, but as long as you don't kill anyone inside the Society. if you do it, you know what awaits, right? *Velius said with half closed eyes* now rest, you have to heal! * Velius sat in the floor and began accommodate his hair, he was bored now*

DeathMurder_JH:  'I know what awaits me, and I will not be afraid of the consequences.' *Mattias lay down beside Velius and smiled at himself.* 'Yeah, I'd better get some rest.' *He said sleepily.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  then? sleep already! * Velius was still accommodating his hair* if you have a nightmare, i'll cover you! *Velius looked at Matt, and then looked at a wall*

DeathMurder_JH:  *Mattias looked embarrassed. He was not accustomed to expressions of affection and care.* 'It is not that simple!' *He said thoughtfully.* 'I have to feel calm and secure.'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  but you're already secure! sleep! *Velius cherished his hair and made a cute face* are you calm now? or do you need some more? *Velius kept on cherish his hair*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias felt frightened at first, but soon felt a comforting sensation. 'That's so good...' he murmured, closing his eyes slowly and smiling.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  oh! so you like it? i'll keep doing it! *Velius kept cherishing him, a little more careful this time, this was calming him*

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias remained calm, with his eyes closed and murmured something in German. He held Velius's wrist and said: 'When I sleep, you're not going to leave, right Veli?'

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  no! why do you think that? *Velius continued cherishing him slowly. he was calm now and with his eyes closed*

DeathMurder_JH:  'I do not know... I just do not want you to leave.' He touched of Velius's wrist. 'You're good... Veli...' - Mattias was very calm and less worried. He never had any friends, just Michael. He blinked naively and sighed in relief.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  well, i'm not going to leave! i'm going to be beside you as many time as you want it, alright? *Velius continued cherishing the hair with his closed eyes and a little smile, he was really calm*

DeathMurder_JH:  'So... I'm really will... sleep...' *He fell asleep. He had never been so calm and tranquil to sleep, but still, he feared he had nightmares.*

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  *Velius continued cherishing him for a few minutes, but something was bothering him. he didn't knew if go search John now or wait.. he knows if he goes away and Matt wakes up, he would kill everyone that is in his way, but he can't risk. he's afraid of disappear, but he's also afraid of risk everyone's lives..* hm, i don't know what to do. i should stay beside him.. like i promised!

DeathMurder_JH:  Mattias slept soundly. He knew Velius was still at his side, so he slept so well. He was afraid of being alone and waking up in the Madhouse. From the beginning, he wanted to save John, but something in his mind said otherwise. Besides, he was too tired to walk.

mysterious gamer (velius&john):  i should try.. i'll go to a room to search a blanket for him and find out if he have soft or heavy sleep. * Velius went search a blanket and he waited a few minutes..*

Obtained From
[https://disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-theroleplayingscientists/roleplaying_page_for_page_70/ Role-playing page for pg. 70!]